https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/thashethemengakupola<\/a><\/p>\nMeditimet e Blushit\u2026<\/p>\n
Blushi ka koh\u00eb q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb shk\u00ebputur nga rr\u00ebmuja e kryeqytetit. \u00cbsht\u00eb mbyllur n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tij t\u00eb Dardh\u00ebs, n\u00eb cepin q\u00eb e kishte nd\u00ebrtuar me dashuri p\u00ebr t\u00eb bij\u00ebn, Natalin\u00eb. E quan \u201cReading Point\u201d sepse, helbete, nuk mundet ta quaj\u00eb \u201cQoshka e Leximit\u201d. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb vend dhe k\u00ebt\u00eb gjuh\u00eb nuk e lidh asgj\u00eb. P\u00ebr t\u00eb ka vet\u00ebm p\u00ebrbuzje\u2026.<\/p>\n
Zgjohet von\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes dhe del te kafja e fshatit. Sapo del Blushi, firojn\u00eb fshatar\u00ebt e shkret\u00eb. E kan\u00eb tmerr. I ka futur n\u00eb sherre me nj\u00ebri tjetrin, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb. E b\u00ebn p\u00ebr eglendisje, forc\u00eb zakoni. Nuk shtyhet ndryshe rutina e fshatit.<\/p>\n
Pem\u00ebtaria dhe pulat vet\u00ebm sa ia largojn\u00eb pak depresionin por ai i rikthehet fort sapo ndez televizorin kur sheh Sokol Ball\u00ebn n\u00eb studion e re dhe moderne t\u00eb Topit. N\u00eb sfondin metropolitan t\u00eb dekorit llamburisnin dritat e Manhatanit apo San Franchiskos. P\u00ebrfund ekranit pa logon e emisionit e vet t\u00eb dashur. Nj\u00eb sfid\u00eb e hapur dhe arrogante. E fiku menj\u00ebher\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Hyri online t\u00eb lexonte webin. Rakipzari i kishte botuar nj\u00eb shkrim t\u00eb tij p\u00ebr Kosov\u00ebn dhe krahasimin me Donbasin. \u201cPo fillojn\u00eb ta han\u00eb karremin\u201d \u2013 mendoi. \u201cSi dikur dashurin\u00eb p\u00ebr vegj\u00eblin\u00eb. Budallenjt\u00eb\u201d.<\/p>\n
\u201cSot do shkruaj edhe nj\u00eb gj\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb st\u00ebrnip t\u00eb Konic\u00ebs, nes\u00ebr p\u00ebr nj\u00eb mbes\u00eb t\u00eb Fisht\u00ebs. N\u00ebse nuk ka mbes\u00eb do e sajoj, kush dreqin verifikon n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb vend. Vdesin shqipot p\u00ebr brockulla nacionaliste. Jan\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebt q\u00eb vdesin p\u00ebr Marinin, Elenin, Sazanin, pellazgjin\u00eb. Aty duhen sulmuar se mall\u00ebngjehen. Edhe Kosova e paska publikuar shkrimin e Donbasit, mir\u00eb ka ec\u00eb. Fillim i mbar\u00eb\u201d -mendoi me vete.<\/p>\n
Nj\u00eb vat\u00ebr e trurit gjithmon\u00eb i klikonte nj\u00eb gjendje ogurzez\u00eb q\u00eb flinte brenda tij. Si\u00e7 i klikon therja e nj\u00eb lunge posht\u00eb sqetull\u00ebs nj\u00eb t\u00eb s\u00ebmuri. Edhe kur gajasej me rrengjet q\u00eb u punonte dardhar\u00ebve t\u00eb ngrat\u00eb, ky klik d\u00ebshp\u00ebrues nuk e linte t\u00eb qet\u00eb. Ishte humbja e Topit. Jo vet\u00ebm kaq, ishte p\u00ebr\u00e7mimi q\u00eb i b\u00ebn\u00eb pas p\u00ebrz\u00ebnies. E quajt\u00ebn gjobaxhi. Aty i vinte plasja. \u201cParat\u00eb e mia u p\u00eblqenin kur i merrnin\u201d ul\u00ebriste me vete. N\u00eb heshtje.<\/p>\n
T\u00eb tilla mendime i v\u00ebrtiteshin edhe n\u00eb kafen e fshatit. B\u00ebhej menj\u00ebher\u00eb serioz aty. Largohej menj\u00ebher\u00eb nga klubi i fshatit. Pa shkak. Fshatar\u00ebt habiteshin. \u201cPo \u00e7\u2019e gjeti more\u201d?- l\u00ebshohej nj\u00ebri. T\u00eb tjer\u00ebt ngrinin supet t\u00eb habitur\u2026<\/p>\n
M\u00eb inat se t\u00eb gjith\u00eb kishte Ball\u00ebn. Ligj\u00ebrimi fitimtar i tij \u201cIk shit Libra tani\u201d i dilte nat\u00ebn n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr. Z\u00ebvend\u00ebsimi me Ball\u00ebn ishte ku e ku m\u00eb keq sesa vet\u00eb largimi. Nj\u00eb mendje perverse kishte luajtur me ndjenjat e tij. Edhe m\u00eb perverse se e Blushit vet\u00eb. Ai e dinte kush ishte ajo mendje. Por p\u00ebr momentin ishte i pafuqish\u00ebm ta p\u00ebrballonte ndaj m\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebnte sikur nuk e dinte. Ia kishin punuar paq.<\/p>\n
Nata shkurtohet goxha n\u00eb pranver\u00eb por t\u00eb tilla mendime ia b\u00ebnin sterr\u00eb edhe dit\u00ebn.<\/p>\n
Vazhdoi t\u00eb lexonte p\u00ebrs\u00ebri Rakipzarin te Panorama. K\u00ebto koh\u00eb, i p\u00eblqente t\u00eb lexonte rr\u00ebfimet e Rakipzarit p\u00ebr koh\u00ebn e shokut Enver. Gjeti nj\u00eb artikull t\u00eb st\u00ebrgjat\u00eb ku rr\u00ebfehej p\u00ebr teprimet seksuale t\u00eb Pilo Peristeri dhe sesi Enver Hoxha vendos tia fal\u00eb \u201cgabimet\u201d. I shkoi n\u00eb mendje menj\u00ebher\u00eb te Balla. I p\u00eblqeu asosacioni me Pilon. Plus emri. Vendosi t\u00eb rrinte me t\u00eb tilla mendime n\u00eb kok\u00eb sa m\u00eb gjat\u00eb. Kol Balla \u00ebsht\u00eb Pilo Peristeri. Kol Balla \u00ebsht\u00eb Pilo Peristeri. Kol Balla \u00ebsht\u00eb Pilo Peristeri\u2026. Budalla, idiot i dobish\u00ebm dhe i shantazhuesh\u00ebm. Me k\u00ebto mendime e zuri gjumi\u2026<\/p>\n
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Meditimet e Ball\u00ebs<\/p>\n
Ball\u00ebn akoma nuk e kishte l\u00ebshuar akoma narkoza e fitimtarit. Vinte her\u00ebt n\u00eb pun\u00eb, mezi priste. Si dashnor\u00ebt rishtar\u00eb n\u00eb takimin me t\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar\u00ebn e tyre.<\/p>\n
Nisej qysh n\u00eb 8 t\u00eb m\u00ebngjesit nga sht\u00ebpia. P\u00ebrpiqej t\u00eb dukej serioz te hyrja kur p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeste rojen. Kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb prova n\u00eb pasqyr\u00eb p\u00ebr at\u00eb moment. Duhet t\u00eb dukej edhe p\u00ebrfill\u00ebs p\u00ebr roj\u00ebn, i dashur,\u00a0 por edhe i\u00a0 preokupuar fort p\u00ebr pun\u00ebn. Nj\u00eb babaxhan me nj\u00eb barr\u00eb me halle. Ngjiste shkall\u00ebt me nxitim, dy e nga dy dhe futej n\u00eb zyr\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Sapo hapte kompjuterin shkonte te programi i vet. I p\u00eblqente shum\u00eb titulli dhe logo. E b\u00ebnte screenshot. Pastaj d\u00ebgjonte editorialin e vet. Nj\u00eb her\u00eb, dy, dhjet\u00eb. E kishte q\u00ebndisur. I p\u00eblqente shum\u00eb. Sidomos intonacioni, pauzat mes fjal\u00ebve e mbi t\u00eb gjitha, fundi, kur deklamonte fjal\u00ebn ky\u00e7: \u201cSigla\u201d. Aty k\u00ebnaqej fare. E kthente p\u00ebrs\u00ebri nga fillimi\u2026.\u201cK\u00ebtu nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb si n\u00eb at\u00eb vendin tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb t\u00eb lodhet dora e nuk mundesh m\u00eb\u201d \u2013 mendonte me vete.<\/p>\n
Nga ora 08.30 deri n\u00eb 10.00 klikonte e klikonte pareshtur. Me shpres\u00ebn se do i shtonte sadopak klikimet. Por po nj\u00ebsoj mbesnin. Ja, mbr\u00ebm\u00eb, psh, kishte kapur 84 klikime. \u201cPun\u00eb e madhe\u201d- mendoi me vete. \u201cPse, \u00e7far\u00eb jam un\u00eb, Mevlani i P\u00ebrputhen q\u00eb t\u00eb marr 840 mij\u00eb\u201d \u2013 vazhdoi mendimin. Kjo e ngush\u00eblloi.<\/p>\n
Mosklikimi \u00ebsht\u00eb shenj\u00eb e mir\u00eb, shenj\u00eb intelektualizmi. Pakica duhet t\u00eb fitoj\u00eb mbi shumic\u00ebn, mendimi elitar mbi zgjyr\u00ebn populiste. Kjo ishte nj\u00eb tez\u00eb q\u00eb, me mjaft t\u00eb drejt\u00eb e ngrinte edhe Gjekmarkaj. Duhet t\u00eb fitoj\u00eb pakica. Sa m\u00eb pak vota apo klikime aq m\u00eb mir\u00eb. Kjo ishte tez\u00eb e politologjis\u00eb moderne. Duhet asgj\u00ebsuar dhuna e shumic\u00ebs.<\/p>\n
Kontrolloi mesazhet. Kishte vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb. Ishte nga nj\u00eb num\u00ebr i panjohur, shkruante vet\u00ebm kaq: \u201cJe b\u00ebr\u00eb si Pilo Peristeri\u201d!<\/p>\n
E kap\u00ebn nervat. Do t\u00eb jet\u00eb ndonj\u00eb nga t\u00eb Blushit me siguri.<\/p>\n
Vendosi t\u00eb nd\u00ebrroj\u00eb komplet regjist\u00ebr. Hyri n\u00eb nj\u00eb bot\u00eb t\u00eb err\u00ebt ku notonte prej vitesh. Hapi folderin \u201cEditorialet e Ball\u00ebs\u201d. Atu kishte biseda hot t\u00eb regjistruara me kamera. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb dicitur\u00eb e dinte se askush nuk e hapte folderin. As gruaja.<\/p>\n
Pa nja 30 minuta t\u00eb mira. Pastaj u ngrit dhe thirri Muahmetin, gazetarin e Kryeministrit.<\/p>\n
Balla: \u201cMuahmet, si shkojn\u00eb pun\u00ebt, \u00e7a thot\u00eb i gjati\u201d?<\/p>\n
Muahmeti: \u201cMir\u00eb shef, kishte pa ediorialet e tua dhe i kishin p\u00eblqyer shum\u00eb\u201d.<\/p>\n
Balla u drodh. Iu kujtua titulli i Folderit q\u00eb sapo kishte mbyllur dhe iu duk provokim. Pastaj u relaksua. \u201cMe siguri atij t\u00eb gjatit do t\u2019i kishin p\u00eblqyer m\u00eb shum\u00eb k\u00ebto \u201ceditorialet\u201d sesa ato q\u00eb dalin n\u00eb televizor\u201d mendoi me vete. Vazhdoi:<\/p>\n
Balla: \u201cI ka pa emisionet thu\u201d?<\/p>\n
Muahmeti: \u201cT\u00eb gjitha pa p\u00ebrjashtim. \u00cbsht\u00eb shum\u00eb i k\u00ebnaqur nga performance jote. Edhe Pad\u00ebr Gjek\u00ebn e ka qejf, arg\u00ebtohet shum\u00eb me t\u00eb\u201d\u2026<\/p>\n
Balla: \u201cE di, me at\u00eb arg\u00ebtohem edhe vet\u00eb. Ai \u00ebsht\u00eb Majko i s\u00eb djatht\u00ebs. Po k\u00ebshillimi komb\u00ebtar si shkoi, m\u00eb thuaj pak\u201d\u2026<\/p>\n
Muahmeti: \u201cPo \u00e7a k\u00ebshillimi o burr\u00eb. Zarfet kan\u00eb mbet\u00eb t\u00eb pahapura n\u00eb bodrumet e Kryeministris\u00eb. Rezultatet i nxor\u00ebm mbr\u00ebm\u00eb me Fug\u00ebn dhe Batonin. Ishim edhe un\u00eb e Elja q\u00eb do b\u00ebnim pyetjet t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen. Po ndanim pyetjet. Psh, at\u00eb rezultatin e grave me tre f\u00ebmij\u00eb u mor version im. Un\u00eb thash\u00eb 80%. Nd\u00ebrhyri Fuga dhe e b\u00ebri 81%. Duket n\u00eb rregull m\u00eb tha. I gjati ra dakort me Fug\u00ebn.\u201d<\/p>\n
Balla kruan kok\u00ebn.<\/p>\n
Balla: \u201cK\u00ebto mos ia thuaj njeriu, mbylle k\u00ebtu\u201d<\/p>\n
Muahmetit I bie telefoni. \u00cbsht\u00eb Fuga.<\/p>\n
\u201cMuahmet, h\u00eb mo si duket puna, m\u00eb mir\u00eb Blushi apo Qorri\u201d?<\/p>\n
Balla po d\u00ebgjonte.<\/p>\n
Muahmeti: \u201cFuge, un\u00eb kam tjet\u00ebr k\u00ebnd shef, ti e di mir\u00eb. Por Qorri punon drejt, pa hile. I p\u00ebrkushtuar, nuk i pushon dora duke shkruajtur\u201d\u2026<\/p>\n
D\u00ebgjohet nj\u00eb e\u00a0 qeshur bu\u00e7im\u00eb me ng\u00ebrdheshjen e njohur t\u00eb p\u00ebrzier me qeshjen e Fug\u00ebs. Nd\u00ebrhyri vet\u00eb AI:<\/p>\n
AI : Muahmet, e pask\u00eb Qorrin af\u00ebr? Po ti a na the vet\u00eb mbr\u00ebm\u00eb q\u00eb nuk ka si Blushi\u201d?<\/p>\n
AI kishte or\u00ebn e eglendisjes\u2026.<\/p>\n
Muahmeti u nxi. Po p\u00ebrpiqej t\u00eb largohej nga Balla me pretekstin se nuk po d\u00ebgjonte mir\u00eb. Por Balla e mori mesazhin. Iu kujtua ajo batuta e Pilo Peristerit.<\/p>\n
Mori rrug\u00ebn drejt zyr\u00ebs t\u00eb shikonte edhe nj\u00ebher\u00eb \u201cEditorialet e Ball\u00ebs\u201d\u2026.Fundja aty ishte vetvetja.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Marr\u00eb nga Thashetheme nga Kupola TNK https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/thashethemengakupola Meditimet e Blushit\u2026 Blushi ka koh\u00eb q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb shk\u00ebputur nga rr\u00ebmuja e kryeqytetit. \u00cbsht\u00eb mbyllur n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tij t\u00eb Dardh\u00ebs, n\u00eb cepin q\u00eb e kishte nd\u00ebrtuar me dashuri p\u00ebr t\u00eb bij\u00ebn, Natalin\u00eb. E quan \u201cReading Point\u201d sepse, helbete, nuk mundet ta quaj\u00eb \u201cQoshka e Leximit\u201d. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2030,"featured_media":252158,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[241,5380,231],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-252152","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-aktualitet","8":"category-kryesore","9":"category-lajme"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/252152","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2030"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=252152"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/252152\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/252158"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=252152"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=252152"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=252152"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}