Nga Erl Kodra <\/p>\n
Ishte ora 4:30 e m\u00ebngjesit. At\u00eb nat\u00eb dimri me temperatura n\u00ebn zero, e gjith\u00eb familja po flinim n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e zjarrit, ku nana kujdesej q\u00eb zjarri t\u00eb mos shuhej n\u00eb oxhak. Un\u00eb bashk\u00eb me v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e mi ishim shtrir\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb shtrat t\u00eb st\u00ebrmadh t\u00eb improvizuar me d\u00ebrrasa. N\u00ebp\u00ebr gjum\u00eb d\u00ebgjoj goditje t\u00eb forta n\u00eb der\u00eb; bam, bam, bam, bam! Sa hap e mbyll syt\u00eb u \u00e7ova n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb, dhe u p\u00ebrplasa me nan\u00ebn n\u00eb der\u00eb. <\/p>\n
– Kush asht? A ka ra shkau, a \u00e7ka kini? – tha nana me za t\u00eb nalt.<\/p>\n
Dera prej d\u00ebrrase lisi sa nuk po shembej prej t\u00eb goditurave. Nana m\u00eb kapi p\u00ebrdore e m\u00eb kaloi pas vetes, sikur donte t\u00eb m\u00eb mbronte prej ndonj\u00eb rreziku. E hapi der\u00ebn p\u00ebrgjys\u00ebm. Nj\u00eb drit\u00eb e fort\u00eb na verboi syt\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa pas drite shquheshin silueta ushtar\u00ebsh dhe polic\u00ebsh. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb armatosur me pushk\u00eb dhe automatik\u00eb. <\/p>\n
Burri q\u00eb mbante elektrikun e dor\u00ebs foli me za t\u00eb nalt\u00eb: <\/p>\n
– Me vendim t\u00eb Komisonit Q\u00ebndror t\u00eb D\u00ebbim Internimeve ju njoftojm\u00eb se q\u00eb prej k\u00ebtij momenti, e gjith\u00eb familja do t\u00eb internohet n\u00eb Vlor\u00eb. Keni 30 minuta koh\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebheni gati, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb ushtar\u00ebt dhe polic\u00ebt do t\u00eb ju ndihmojn\u00eb t\u00eb ngarkoni pla\u00e7kat n\u00eb kamion. <\/p>\n
Nj\u00eb drith\u00ebrim\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrshkoi trupin, nd\u00ebrsa nana sikur ngriu n\u00eb kamb\u00eb. Pastaj e pash\u00eb kur mvrenjti ballin, shtr\u00ebngoi nofullat dhe foli:<\/p>\n
– Un\u00eb nuk l\u00ebvizi prej sht\u00ebpie. Nuk kam ku mbytem me kat\u00ebr jetima. Ma mir\u00eb m\u00eb vrisni k\u00ebtu.<\/p>\n
E kuptova se duhet t\u00eb merrja situat\u00ebn n\u00eb dor\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Si nj\u00eb burr\u00eb i madh e kapa nan\u00ebn p\u00ebr krahu dhe i thash:<\/p>\n
– Hajde ulemi pak vet\u00ebm. Nuk kan\u00eb se \u00e7ka na bajn\u00eb, po hajde pak nan\u00eb. <\/p>\n
Ashtu u ul\u00ebm te k\u00ebmb\u00ebt e krevatit. <\/p>\n
V\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e tjer\u00eb sapo u \u00e7uan prej gjumit dhe shihnin t\u00eb trembur. N\u00eb der\u00eb u shfaq\u00ebn nj\u00eb ushtar dhe nj\u00eb polic, t\u00eb armatosur. <\/p>\n
E qet\u00ebsova disi nan\u00ebn, por nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb m\u00eb duhej ta pyesja se \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb marrim dhe \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb l\u00ebm\u00eb. <\/p>\n
– Do marrim gjith\u00e7ka – tha nana – po i lam\u00eb k\u00ebtu, nuk kemi me i pa ma. N\u00eb fakt i mor\u00ebm edhe d\u00ebrrasat e shtratit. P\u00ebrgjat\u00eb pes\u00eb viteve t\u00eb ardhshme, ne do t\u00eb flinim n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin shtrat t\u00eb improvizuar me ato d\u00ebrrasa. <\/p>\n
Pas dy or\u00ebsh ne ishim shtrir\u00eb n\u00eb karrocerin\u00eb e nj\u00eb kamioni ushtarak, t\u00eb mbuluar me jorgana t\u00eb trash\u00eb. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrm\u00ebn nga dreka, m\u00eb 22 janar 1986 ne shkuam n\u00eb nj\u00eb fshat t\u00eb Lumit t\u00eb Vlor\u00ebs, n\u00eb nj\u00eb vend ku uji vinte dy her\u00eb n\u00eb dit\u00eb me nj\u00eb bot q\u00eb t\u00ebrhiqej nga nj\u00eb zetor kinez. Ishte hera e par\u00eb shikoja “bot\u00eb” me sy. P\u00ebrgjat\u00eb atij udh\u00ebtimi mbi 24 or\u00eb, un\u00eb shkrova me mendje poezin\u00eb “Pik\u00ebpyetje” <\/p>\n
Pik\u00ebpyetje <\/p>\n
Kur shndrit dhe shuhet dielli,
\nKur ndodh eklips i gjat\u00eb,
\nKur lind dhe sapo lind vdes foshnja,
\nKu vyshket pa \u00e7elur nj\u00eb gonxhe. <\/p>\n
A duhet t\u00eb shohim gur\u00ebzit? <\/p>\n
Gur\u00ebzit e shndritsh\u00ebm t\u00eb lumit,
\nApo t\u00eb ngjitemi n\u00eb maj\u00eb t\u00eb malit,
\nDhe t\u00eb thithim ajrin e rrall\u00eb? <\/p>\n
Kur dielli n\u00eb qiell shuhet,
\nA duhet t\u00eb k\u00ebrkojm\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr terr? <\/p>\n
T\u00eb gjejm\u00eb pak fosfor eshtrash
\nT\u2019i b\u00ebjm\u00eb drit\u00eb shpirtit t\u00eb gjall\u00eb? <\/p>\n
21 Janar 1986 <\/p>\n
\u00a9Erl Kodra<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Nga Erl Kodra Ishte ora 4:30 e m\u00ebngjesit. At\u00eb nat\u00eb dimri me temperatura n\u00ebn zero, e gjith\u00eb familja po flinim n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e zjarrit, ku nana kujdesej q\u00eb zjarri t\u00eb mos shuhej n\u00eb oxhak. Un\u00eb bashk\u00eb me v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e mi ishim shtrir\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb shtrat t\u00eb st\u00ebrmadh t\u00eb improvizuar me d\u00ebrrasa. N\u00ebp\u00ebr gjum\u00eb d\u00ebgjoj goditje […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2031,"featured_media":266888,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[241,231,235],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-266887","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-aktualitet","8":"category-lajme","9":"category-vendi"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/266887","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2031"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=266887"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/266887\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/266888"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=266887"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=266887"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=266887"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}