{"id":308985,"date":"2023-01-07T12:58:01","date_gmt":"2023-01-07T11:58:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/?p=308985"},"modified":"2023-01-07T12:58:01","modified_gmt":"2023-01-07T11:58:01","slug":"deshmia-e-rralle-e-shkrimtares-shume-te-njohur-shqiptare-kur-isha-e-internuar-sigurimi-e-thirri-spartak-ngjelen-duke-e-pyetur-nese-deshironte-nje-raport-me-mua-ai-iu-tha","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/deshmia-e-rralle-e-shkrimtares-shume-te-njohur-shqiptare-kur-isha-e-internuar-sigurimi-e-thirri-spartak-ngjelen-duke-e-pyetur-nese-deshironte-nje-raport-me-mua-ai-iu-tha\/","title":{"rendered":"D\u00ebshmia e rrall\u00eb e shkrimtares shum\u00eb t\u00eb njohur shqiptare\/ \u201cKur isha e internuar, Sigurimi e thirri Spartak Ngjel\u00ebn. Duke e pyetur, n\u00ebse d\u00ebshironte nj\u00eb raport me mua, ai i\u2019u tha\u2026\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"
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E q\u00eb ndoshta ajo vet\u00eb, n\u00eb mos do ishte p\u00ebr d\u00ebnimin q\u00eb ka jetuar, do kishte. N\u00ebse do kishte sy e flok\u00eb t\u00eb zinj, ashtu si\u00e7 pat krijuar bindjen se u p\u00eblqente m\u00eb s\u00eb shumti shqiptar\u00ebve aso kohe, do arrinte t\u2019i mbronte m\u00eb fort disa nga ato p\u00ebrjetimet q\u00eb, nuk do t\u2019i ndaj\u00eb me t\u00eb gjith\u00eb\u2026!<\/p>\n

Pse nuk p\u00eblqeheshin sykaltrat n\u00eb fshat?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sipas ndjesive t\u00eb mija dhe gj\u00ebrave q\u00eb kam par\u00eb e kuptuar, fshati do trupa robust\u00eb, nuk p\u00eblqehen femrat elegante. K\u00ebt\u00eb model bukurie kishin dikur shqiptar\u00ebt, me sy e flok\u00eb t\u00eb zeza, vet\u00ebm k\u00ebto ishin t\u00eb bukura.<\/p>\n

Ishte n\u00eb disfavorin tuaj kjo, por jo vet\u00ebm\u2026! Ju akuzonin gjithashtu se paraqitja e jashtme, p\u00ebrfshi edhe flok\u00ebt e verdh\u00eb, ishte n\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtim me situat\u00ebn revolucionare\u2026?!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Flok\u00ebt e mi natyral kan\u00eb qen\u00eb t\u00eb verdh\u00eb, sikund\u00ebr tani, edhe pse koha ka b\u00ebr\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb nd\u00ebrhyj mbi ta, por pamja ime e jashtme n\u00eb p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsi i p\u00ebrngjante nj\u00eb imazhi evropian. P\u00ebrve\u00e7 tipareve natyrale, edhe ndaj veshjes kam treguar gjithnj\u00eb kujdesin e duhur. Asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk pranova t\u00eb ngjallja m\u00ebshir\u00eb duke pasur imazhin e nj\u00eb gruaje t\u00eb l\u00ebshuar, t\u00eb veshur keq. Ky vendim mund t\u00eb sillte edhe pasoja.<\/p>\n

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A ka pasur situata n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat, pik\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb, jeni ndjer\u00eb e k\u00ebrc\u00ebnuar?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Situata t\u00eb tilla krijoheshin vazhdimisht, por m\u00eb kujtohet nj\u00eb rast, sapo mb\u00ebrrita n\u00eb Berat, e veshur mir\u00eb, me kujdes, dikush m\u00eb ndal n\u00eb nj\u00eb lulishte. \u201cMe veshjen tuaj \u2013 tha \u2013 ju provokoni, duke qen\u00eb armike e popullit. Jo vet\u00ebm q\u00eb nuk kan\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u2019ua hequr d\u00ebnimin, por k\u00ebrc\u00ebnoheni me internim t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetsh\u00ebm\u201d.<\/p>\n

Sikund\u00ebr ju, spikasin n\u00eb nj\u00eb fragment n\u00eb lib\u00ebr, p\u00ebrpos veshjes, edhe k\u00ebpuc\u00ebt blu, italiane, t\u00eb Ardianit, djalit tuaj\u2026a ishin ato nj\u00eb nga gj\u00ebrat e mbetura nga koha, kur ende nuk ishit ndar\u00eb me bashk\u00ebshortin, apo ai siguronte t\u00eb mira materiale p\u00ebr t\u00eb n\u00eb vazhdim\u00ebsi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Im bir dallonte nga t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, sepse ishte i veshur mir\u00eb p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb udh\u00ebtimeve t\u00eb t\u00eb atit jasht\u00eb shtetit. Sa her\u00eb udh\u00ebtonte, deri n\u00eb koh\u00ebn q\u00eb ishim bashk\u00eb, jo m\u00eb pas, i sillte rroba apo k\u00ebpuc\u00eb. Disa prej tyre q\u00eb kishin qen\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdha, i sh\u00ebrbyen n\u00eb vitet pasardh\u00ebse.<\/p>\n

Pra, asnj\u00eb kontakt i m\u00ebvonsh\u00ebm me t\u00eb qysh prej ndarjes, q\u00eb, p\u00ebr shkak ndoshta t\u00eb nj\u00eb vendimi tuajin, nuk duket t\u00eb jet\u00eb fort e qart\u00eb\u2026?!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Jo, asnj\u00eb. Im bir e ka takuar t\u00eb atin pas 25 vitesh n\u00eb nj\u00eb situat\u00eb fare rast\u00ebsore.<\/p>\n

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N\u00eb 16 vitet e gjata, Vera Bekteshi, ka hasur jo pak njer\u00ebz p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebt edhe t\u00eb doj\u00eb, nuk mundet t\u00eb ushqej\u00eb respekt. E q\u00eb, megjith\u00ebk\u00ebt\u00eb, as n\u00eb lib\u00ebr e as n\u00eb rr\u00ebfimet e saj jasht\u00eb tij, nuk ka pranuar q\u00eb t\u00eb vazhdoj\u00eb t\u2019i godas\u00eb. Edhe pse, n\u00eb forma t\u00eb ndryshme, ironike e auto-ironike, i ka cekur. Ama, sado i par\u00ebnd\u00ebsish\u00ebm t\u00eb jet\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb tani momenti i ndarjes s\u00eb saj nga i shoqi, ngelet fakt real, dhe jo aq kalimtar, n\u00eb jet\u00ebn e saj. Sado ta ket\u00eb harruar a ta shp\u00ebrfill\u00eb, pro\u00e7es ky fare i natyrsh\u00ebm krahasuar me peripecit\u00eb q\u00eb do pasonin, n\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7ast do duhet p\u00ebrshkruaj\u00eb t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn\u2026.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Kur ndodhi d\u00ebnimi i tim eti, mor\u00ebn urdh\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha nuset e dh\u00ebndur\u00ebt t\u00eb ndaheshin nga bashk\u00ebshort\u00ebt p\u00ebrkat\u00ebs. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb koh\u00eb, im shoq ishte n\u00eb Amerik\u00eb, meq\u00eb ishte diplomat. Natyrisht q\u00eb u urdh\u00ebrua t\u00eb kthehej menj\u00ebher\u00eb dhe ka shkuar direkt nga aeroporti n\u00eb mbledhje partie. U kthye prej andej rreth or\u00ebs 4 t\u00eb m\u00ebngjesit. Nuk duhej shum\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb kuptuar q\u00ebndrimin e ftoht\u00eb, dhe as arsyen pse.<\/p>\n

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E mora me mend sakaq, jo vet\u00ebm q\u00eb ishte ndikuar por, q\u00eb e kishte dh\u00ebn\u00eb fjal\u00ebn e tij. Madje m\u00eb kujtohet q\u00eb u ktheva at\u00ebher\u00eb nga nj\u00eb provim i r\u00ebnd\u00ebsish\u00ebm, pas t\u00eb cilit m\u00eb puthi n\u00eb ball\u00eb e m\u00eb tha: \u201cTi je e zonja!\u201d. N\u00ebnkuptohej q\u00eb nuk ishte vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb rezultatit t\u00eb provimit, por pse do isha e zonja t\u00eb kaloja edhe at\u00eb \u00e7ka m\u00eb priste m\u00eb pas.<\/p>\n

Sa zgjati kjo situat\u00eb tensioni e \u00e7\u2019p\u00ebrjetim\u00a0a shije la?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nga vendimi deri n\u00eb ndarje, zgjati rreth nj\u00eb muaj. Un\u00eb nuk pata dhimbje pse u ndava nga ky burr\u00eb, sepse n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, as q\u00eb e doja. Isha martuar me t\u00eb, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb pozicionit t\u00eb pun\u00ebs q\u00eb kishte. Ve\u00e7se u fyeva, se si mund t\u00eb prishej familja vet\u00ebm nga nj\u00eb urdh\u00ebr.<\/p>\n

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Po n\u00ebse do t\u2019i kishte ndodhur atij, mund ta hamend\u00ebsoni q\u00ebndrimin tuaj?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Un\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb e tregova, nuk e braktisa familjen time, asnj\u00eb prej nesh nuk e b\u00ebri, as ime m\u00eb, sepse me t\u00eb till\u00eb model ishim rritur, at\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb familjeje t\u00eb sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Ve\u00e7se, n\u00eb lib\u00ebr, thoni se udh\u00ebheq\u00ebset tuaja shpirt\u00ebrore ishin gjyshet, jo n\u00ebna\u2026?!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Po, \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, gjyshet p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsojn\u00eb p\u00ebr mua men\u00e7urin\u00eb popullore, sepse ato ishin t\u00eb paarsimuara, ama ishin t\u00eb men\u00e7ura e shum\u00eb t\u00eb mira. Kam v\u00ebn\u00eb re q\u00eb k\u00ebshillat q\u00eb kam zbatuar n\u00eb jet\u00eb kan\u00eb qen\u00eb prej tyre e jo prej sime m\u00ebje. Q\u00eb, nga ana tjet\u00ebr, ka qen\u00eb edhe ajo nj\u00eb grua e jasht\u00ebzakonshme, por goxha m\u00eb e indoktrinuar, nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb, jo. Asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk jam p\u00ebrpjekur t\u00eb hyj n\u00eb parti, edhe pse nga kjo do kisha avantazhet e mija.<\/p>\n

Sidoqoft\u00eb, n\u00eb lib\u00ebr disa gj\u00ebra thuhen t\u00eb cunguara, t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb plota?<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb edhe n\u00eb vler\u00ebsimin e redaktorit vlera e librit. disa prej ngjarjeve apo detajeve, Ardian Klosi, m\u00eb thonte shpesh, me t\u00eb drejt\u00eb, si\u00e7 kuptoja m\u00eb von\u00eb, t\u2019i hiqja. Ngelet gjithsesi vend n\u00eb dor\u00ebshkrimet e radh\u00ebs.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb vitet e internimit, a mundeshit ju t\u00eb kishit miq apo mikesha, bashk\u00ebvuajt\u00ebs fundja, me t\u00eb cil\u00ebt t\u00eb mund t\u00eb flisnit qoft\u00eb dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndar\u00eb nj\u00eb dhimbje t\u00eb p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebt\u2026? Mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb leht\u00ebsuese por, a ishte e mundur?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bashk\u00ebvuajt\u00ebs dhe mb\u00ebshtet\u00ebs t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb mund t\u00eb kishe vet\u00ebm familjen t\u00ebnde. Ishte e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u2019i besoje kujt tjet\u00ebr, ose m\u00eb mir\u00eb, frika ishte shum\u00eb e madhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb folur. N\u00eb momente t\u00eb caktuara edhe mund t\u00eb shp\u00ebrtheje, por nuk e b\u00ebje n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb nd\u00ebrgjegjshme. E b\u00ebje se nuk mund t\u00eb mbaje m\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Cilat kan\u00eb qen\u00eb disa nga k\u00ebto momente?<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u00eb kujtohet Xha Tofiku, me t\u00eb cilin ndeshesha n\u00eb kultivimin e duhanit, arrija ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb t\u00eb shp\u00ebrtheja e t\u00eb thosha gj\u00ebra, si\u00e7 mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb qen\u00eb ndonj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje p\u00ebr Stalinin, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn mund t\u00eb m\u00eb burgosnin, por ai nuk m\u00eb dekonspiroi.<\/p>\n

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Situat\u00eb e ngjashme ishte edhe kur m\u00eb vran\u00eb djalin e hall\u00ebs. Arrita t\u2019i them nj\u00eb bashk\u00ebvuajt\u00ebses sime se, do vij nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, kur ai q\u00eb u vra t\u00eb b\u00ebhet d\u00ebshmor, dhe ashtu ndodhi. Mir\u00ebpo ta thoshe k\u00ebt\u00eb, duhet t\u00eb llogarisje pasojat, por as ajo nuk foli. Duhet t\u00eb ket\u00eb qen\u00eb nj\u00ebfar\u00eb nuhatje instiktive\u2026!<\/p>\n

Keni pasur edhe miq t\u00eb tjer\u00eb q\u00eb jan\u00eb pyetur rreth jush, e me t\u00eb cil\u00ebt ju vet\u00eb keni pohuar se ruani marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie t\u00eb mira, i keni marr\u00eb vesh ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjet e tyre?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Kam patur plot miq me t\u00eb cil\u00ebt kam b\u00ebr\u00eb biseda,prej t\u00eb cilave nuk ka dal\u00eb asgj\u00eb, Spartak Ngjela, Vladimir Balluku, Fatos Klosi, apo banor t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb t\u00eb fshatit Kutalli. Ngjela m\u00eb pat th\u00ebn\u00eb se, kur e kishin thirrur p\u00ebr ta pyetur se \u00e7\u2019mendonte p\u00ebr mua, ishte p\u00ebrgjigjur se isha nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb shum\u00eb e bukur dhe inteligjente por, q\u00eb kisha nj\u00eb problem t\u00eb madh, adhuroja Enver Hoxh\u00ebn.<\/p>\n

Mandej, kur kishin vijuar ta pysin n\u00eb do donte t\u00eb kishte nj\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie me mua, kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb po, vet\u00ebm se preferonte m\u00eb s\u00eb shumti t\u00eb lidhej me gra apo vajza t\u00eb punonj\u00ebsve t\u00eb Sigurimit. E gjitha nj\u00eb ironi q\u00eb i kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb marsit n\u00eb pyetje, ta largonin duke i th\u00ebn\u00eb \u2013 me ty nuk flitet!<\/p>\n

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A mund\u00ebt ju n\u00eb fakt, m\u00eb pas, t\u00eb krijonit me nj\u00eb burr\u00eb nj\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie\u00a0prej s\u00eb cil\u00ebs t\u00eb ndiheshit e mbushur, e sigurt, e q\u00eb t\u00eb ishte e sh\u00ebndetshme, ndryshe nga \u00e7\u2019rezultoi e para?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Po, koh\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb arrita t\u00eb krijoj nj\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie shum\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb, q\u00eb megjith\u00ebse ka mbaruar, m\u00eb ndihmoi, m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb harroj nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb vuajtjeve t\u00eb internimit. Apo m\u00eb mir\u00eb, t\u00eb dy ne ndihmuam nj\u00ebri-tjetrin. Vazhdojm\u00eb t\u00eb jemi miq t\u00eb mir\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Pse, ishte edhe ai pjes\u00eb e vuajtjeve t\u00eb asaj kohe?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Jo, por mund t\u00eb kishte vuajtje a mang\u00ebsi t\u00eb tjera, u ndihmuam reciprokisht.<\/p>\n

Nga e gjith\u00eb ajo koh\u00eb, p\u00ebr pasojat e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs Vera Bekteshi \u00ebsht\u00eb ndihmuar jo vet\u00ebm nga nj\u00eb, por t\u00eb gjith\u00eb miqt\u00eb e mikeshat e asaj periudhe q\u00eb nuk humbi asnj\u00ebher\u00eb, i kan\u00eb ngelur sidoqoft\u00eb disa detaje, s\u00eb cilave nuk mund t\u2019iu shp\u00ebtoj\u00eb. \u201cTani e kuptoj \u2013shpjegon \u2013 pse fotografja e talentuar Jutta Bezenberg, kur i pozoja p\u00ebr foton e librit, m\u00eb thosh t\u00eb v\u00ebshtroja drejt me synimin e qart\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u2019i th\u00ebn\u00eb lexuesit se, dua t\u2019ju tregoj gj\u00ebra me r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi\u201d.<\/p>\n

V\u00ebren, kur e sheh veten n\u00eb ritransmetimet e intervistave televizive, q\u00eb, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 se nuk i mban syt\u00eb drejt shikuesit, por gjithnj\u00eb posht\u00eb ose anash, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb mos p\u00ebrvoj\u00ebs, z\u00ebri i saj i ting\u00ebllon i huaj. Ato 16 vitet e internimit, i kan\u00eb mundur k\u00ebta 40 e ca t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, pra, dominon n\u00eb t\u00eb folur\u00ebn e saj aksenti beratas. Si nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb e ish-\u201cBllokut\u201d, q\u00eb fliste past\u00ebr gjuh\u00ebn zyrtare, ajo nuk mund t\u2019i b\u00ebj\u00eb bisht k\u00ebtij ndryshimi.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb koh\u00ebt e para, pas p\u00ebrfundimit t\u00eb internimit, ndryshimi i gjuh\u00ebs ishte qart\u00ebsisht i duksh\u00ebm, por si\u00e7 duket ende edhe sot, 20 vite m\u00eb pas, dallohen gjurm\u00ebt e nj\u00eb kohe q\u00eb s\u2019mund t\u00eb harrohet e q\u00eb shenjat m\u00eb t\u00eb forta i l\u00eb n\u00ebn l\u00ebkur\u00eb, n\u00ebn v\u00ebshtrim\u2026e q\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha rr\u00ebfimet, edhe ato q\u00eb do pasojn\u00eb n\u00eb tregimet e ardhshme q\u00eb Vera ka n\u00eb duar, mund t\u00eb jen\u00eb vet\u00ebm gjysma e ajsbergut, themelet e t\u00eb cilit nuk dihet ku jan\u00eb.<\/p>\n

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Brenda shishes s\u00eb parfumit\u2026!<\/p>\n

\u2026Lime, tr\u00ebndafil, luleshpat\u00eb, jasemin, violet, iris\u2026 jan\u00eb k\u00ebto aromat e parfumit \u201cLanvin\u201d, q\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrziera s\u00eb bashku, e shoq\u00ebruan Vera Bekteshin p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb 16 viteve t\u00eb internimit. Me lindjen e djalit, i shoqi i pati sjell\u00eb nga jasht\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb nj\u00eb set, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin ishte parfumi dhe nj\u00eb kuti me pud\u00ebr.<\/p>\n

E mori me vete setin bashk\u00eb me premtimin, q\u00eb i b\u00ebri vetes se, ky parfum do ta shoq\u00ebronte deri n\u00eb fund t\u00eb d\u00ebnimit t\u00eb saj. Kujdesej p\u00ebrher\u00eb, q\u00eb t\u00eb hidhte vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb pik\u00eb n\u00eb flok\u00eb, pas \u00e7do here q\u00eb lahej n\u00eb lum\u00eb. Duhet ta p\u00ebrdorte me kursim, sepse nuk dihej sa vite do zgjaste periudha e err\u00ebt.<\/p>\n

Aq me kursim sa, q\u00eb jo vet\u00ebm i mjaftoi, por teproi! Nd\u00ebrsa n\u00eb kutin\u00eb e pudr\u00ebs t\u00eb cil\u00ebn nuk e p\u00ebrdori asnj\u00ebher\u00eb, nuk mund t\u00eb p\u00ebrdorej pudra n\u00eb fshat, shihte t\u00eb gdhendur sip\u00ebr fjal\u00ebt \u2018Lanvin\u2019 i linj\u00ebs \u2018My Sin\u2019 (m\u00ebkati im). Fjal\u00ebt e fundit, Bekteshi i lexonte My Son (djali im), ngase dhurata e ardhur p\u00ebr lindjen e tij, i dukej sikur ishte krijuar enkas p\u00ebr ata t\u00eb dy.<\/p>\n

\u201cDy gj\u00ebra do t\u2019i p\u00eblqeja ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht tek im at\u00eb, t\u00eb qeshur\u00ebn e tij jo shum\u00eb t\u00eb shpesht\u00eb por, me gjith\u00eb zem\u00ebr, me goj\u00ebn plot\u00eb dh\u00ebmb\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj e t\u00eb bardh\u00eb dhe m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn se si e pinte cigaren. Asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk takova nj\u00eb burr\u00eb t\u2019i p\u00ebrngjante, por n\u00eb fakt, as q\u00eb e morra mundimin p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb.<\/p>\n

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Prej tij m\u00ebsova p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb se jeta dhe njer\u00ebzit nuk jan\u00eb tamam ashtu si na shfaqen, dhe se nuk duhet t\u2019i marrim fare seriozisht t\u00eb th\u00ebnat e tyre, p\u00ebrndryshe mund t\u00eb l\u00ebndohemi, gj\u00eb q\u00eb p\u00ebr fat e m\u00ebsova shum\u00eb her\u00ebt, nga ngjarja me qengjin. Duhet t\u00eb isha nja 4 vje\u00e7, duke luajtur n\u00eb fush\u00ebn pran\u00eb pallateve t\u00eb Moskatit, q\u00eb aso kohe ishte goxha fush\u00eb me bar, ku kullosnin bag\u00ebtia e fshatar\u00ebve, t\u00eb posa an\u00ebtar\u00ebsuar n\u00eb kryeqytet.<\/p>\n

Midis dh\u00ebn\u00ebve q\u00eb po kullosnin, ishte nj\u00eb qengj i vog\u00ebl, po kaq i bardh\u00eb e kaq i bukur, sa m\u00eb mbet\u00ebn syt\u00eb te ai dhe desha ta kisha. Me shum\u00eb ndrojtje ju afrova bariut t\u00eb krye-qytet\u00ebruar dhe i thash\u00eb a i shiste qengjat, sepse pash\u00eb q\u00eb ai dha disa p\u00ebrpara syve t\u00eb mi, n\u00eb k\u00ebmbim t\u00eb nj\u00eb shume parash.<\/p>\n

M\u00eb tha se po, dhe kur e pyeta sa kushton, m\u2019u p\u00ebrgjigj \u2018vet\u00ebm 10 lek\u00eb\u2019. Me nj\u00eb frym\u00eb shkova deri n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi ku gjeta baban\u00eb q\u00eb po flinte n\u00eb vap\u00eb dhe duke u zgjuar (ai nuk m\u00eb b\u00ebrtiti, por as m\u00eb puthi), i tregova p\u00ebr rastin fatlum p\u00ebr t\u00eb bler\u00eb nj\u00eb qengj me 10 lek\u00eb.<\/p>\n

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-Nj\u00eb qengj kushton m\u00eb tep\u00ebr se kaq \u2013 m\u2019u p\u00ebrgjigj ai, \u2013 po bariu t\u00eb ka th\u00ebn\u00eb ashtu sepse, e di se ti nuk ke ku ta mbash. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb rast kuptova se t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenjt\u00eb tallen me f\u00ebmij\u00ebt dhe se fjal\u00ebt e tyre, s\u2019mund t\u2019i marr\u00ebsh menj\u00ebher\u00eb si\u00e7 i d\u00ebgjon.<\/p>\n

Nuk mund ta shpjegoj por gjithnj\u00eb kam parashikuar gjith\u00e7ka t\u00eb mir\u00eb e jo t\u00eb mir\u00eb q\u00eb do t\u2019i ndodhte f\u00ebmij\u00ebs s\u00eb vetme dhe t\u00eb mrekullueshme q\u00eb linda. Kur ma treguan, mbasi e kishin pastruar, pash\u00eb nj\u00eb fytyr\u00eb t\u00eb vock\u00ebl ezmere, me shum\u00eb flok\u00eb t\u00eb zinj dhe nj\u00eb pal\u00eb sy t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj q\u00eb, n\u00eb fillim dukeshin si blu, ishte krejt\u00ebsisht si n\u00eb \u00ebndrr\u00ebn q\u00eb kisha par\u00eb nj\u00eb muaj m\u00eb par\u00eb.<\/p>\n

-Mir\u00eb se erdhe n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb t\u00eb eg\u00ebr, bir! \u2013 i thash\u00eb, \u2018t\u00eb eg\u00ebr\u2019 thjesht si nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb shprehuri, pa e ditur se ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr t\u00eb, bota do t\u00eb ishte v\u00ebrtet e eg\u00ebr, q\u00eb n\u00eb vitin e par\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00ebs.<\/p>\n

F\u00ebmij\u00ebn e porsalindur nuk ta jepnin aspak n\u00eb duar si n\u00eb skenat prek\u00ebse t\u00eb filmave, thjesht ta tregonin t\u00eb mb\u00ebshtjell\u00eb, para se t\u00eb b\u00ebnin banj\u00ebn e pastrimit nga l\u00ebngjet mbrojt\u00ebse dhe ushqyese t\u00eb trupit t\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00ebs. \/Memorie.al<\/strong><\/p>\n

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E q\u00eb ndoshta ajo vet\u00eb, n\u00eb mos do ishte p\u00ebr d\u00ebnimin q\u00eb ka jetuar, do kishte. N\u00ebse do kishte sy e flok\u00eb t\u00eb zinj, ashtu si\u00e7 pat krijuar bindjen se u p\u00eblqente m\u00eb s\u00eb shumti shqiptar\u00ebve aso kohe, do arrinte t\u2019i mbronte m\u00eb fort disa nga ato p\u00ebrjetimet q\u00eb, nuk do t\u2019i ndaj\u00eb me t\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2037,"featured_media":308986,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[241,364,231,235],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-308985","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-aktualitet","8":"category-koment-opinion","9":"category-lajme","10":"category-vendi"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/308985","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2037"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=308985"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/308985\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/308986"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=308985"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=308985"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=308985"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}