Nga Edison Ypi<\/p>\n
Letrat q\u00eb i kam nisur v\u00ebllait n\u00eb Spa\u00e7. Nostalgjira t\u00eb trishta. Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u2019u afrohesh se s\u00ebmuresh.<\/p>\n
Kan\u00eb mbetur disa dhjetra. T\u00eb tjerat kan\u00eb humbur.
\nNuk i jam kthyer asnj\u00ebr\u00ebs prej atyre letrave p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb kam zhgrrapsur \u2018many tears ago\u2019.<\/p>\n
Aso kohe, n\u00ebna ime Hasia dhe un\u00eb, jetonim si Zonja Nurihan dhe Mark Zavalina. Prisnim e p\u00ebrcillnim mysafir\u00eb me halle t\u00eb ngjajshme.<\/p>\n
Prej tyre kishte dhe thjesht kurioz\u00eb. Ndoshta edhe spiun\u00eb. D\u00ebgjonim radiot e huaja. Lexonim libra. Edhe t\u00eb ndaluar.
\nQarkullonim habere. B\u00ebnim muhabete. Pinim \u00e7aj mali. Tymosnim cigare Partizani. Nd\u00ebr t\u00eb pakt\u00ebt q\u00eb nuk na braktis\u00ebn, ishte nj\u00ebri q\u00eb nuk i linte gj\u00eb mangut Ekrem Fortuzit.<\/p>\n
Pothuaj t\u00eb gjitha letrat i shkruajta un\u00eb. N\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00ebs, p\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr siguri.
\nI nisja me, \u201cI dashur Biri im\u201d, ose \u201cI dashur Arti\u201d dhe i p\u00ebrfundoja me \u201cT\u00eb p\u00ebrqafon Mamaja_____\u201d pra, si\u00e7 duket dhe n\u00eb foto, me bishtin e a-s\u00eb s\u00eb fundit t\u00eb zgjatur p\u00ebr t\u2019i b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb kuptonte Eduardit at\u00eb q\u00eb ai e dinte, se bashk\u00eb me n\u00ebn\u00ebn e tij e p\u00ebrqafonin edhe shkruajt\u00ebsi i letr\u00ebs, pra un\u00eb, motrat, kunet\u00ebrit, nipat, mbesa, dhe t\u00eb tjer\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Zakonisht n\u00eb fund, ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb edhe n\u00eb krye, n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha letrat vija dat\u00ebn. Nuk di pse n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb me kronologjin\u00eb isha m\u00eb rigoroz se sot.
\nNdoshta sepse kronologjia ishte e af\u00ebrt me pritshm\u00ebrin\u00eb, p\u00ebrkohshm\u00ebrin\u00eb, provizoritetin e diktatorit dhe diktatur\u00ebs.<\/p>\n
Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, tek k\u00ebrkoja di\u00e7ka mes ca rraqeve, m\u00eb dol\u00ebn parasysh ato letra. P\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, zgjata dor\u00ebn mora nj\u00ebrin nga ato zarfa.<\/p>\n
At\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb zuri dora. E hapa. Letra mban dat\u00ebn 15 dhjetor 1982. E lexova.
\nSi gjith\u00eb letrat q\u00eb kam nisur n\u00eb Spa\u00e7, edhe ajo let\u00ebr b\u00ebn fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr libra, fjalor\u00eb, rroba, ila\u00e7e, ushqime. M\u00eb b\u00ebri p\u00ebrshtypje ky paragraf;<\/p>\n
\u201cMos na shkruaj letra me vdekje. Ne e kuptojm\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsin\u00eb e burgut, madje jo vet\u00ebm duke e marr\u00eb me ment, se fundja kjo v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi nuk varet nga madh\u00ebsia e tij\u201d.
\nNuk e mbaj ment p\u00ebr cil\u00ebn vdekje e kishte fjal\u00ebn Eduardi. Ndoshta do ta gjej n\u00eb ndonj\u00eb let\u00ebr tjet\u00ebr.<\/p>\n
Ama ky kunj kaq i rreziksh\u00ebm q\u00eb pata shkruar, kjo \u00e7fryrje kaq e zararshme me vdekje, kollajll\u00ebk p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb me ment v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsit\u00eb e dy burgjeve, burgut t\u00eb madh ku ishim mbyllur ne, dhe burgut t\u00eb vog\u00ebl ku vuante ai, m\u00eb fut\u00ebn n\u00eb atmosfer\u00ebn sa t\u00eb zararshme dhe t\u00eb k\u00ebnd\u00ebshme t\u00eb asaj m\u00ebnyre komunikimi.<\/p>\n
Ju v\u00ebrsula letrave t\u00eb tjera.
\nLexova nja tre a kat\u00ebr prej tyre.<\/p>\n
Gjeta nd\u00ebr to kunja edhe m\u00eb t\u00eb forta se paragrafi i m\u00ebsip\u00ebrm. Madje shum\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb forta. Te t\u00eb gjitha ato letra kam ngulur kunja t\u00eb tilla.<\/p>\n
Do i b\u00ebj t\u00eb njohura ato letra e ato kunja nga koha kur partia dhe diktatori i kishin zgjidhur problemet e Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb dhe t\u00eb shqiptar\u00ebve n\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb. Me dy burgje.<\/p>\n
Nj\u00eb burg t\u00eb madh q\u00eb ishte Shqip\u00ebria e rrethuar me tela me gj\u00ebmba dhe nj\u00eb burg t\u00eb vog\u00ebl ku nga \u00e7asti n\u00eb \u00e7ast mund t\u00eb hynte i gjith\u00eb burgu i madh.
\nMe k\u00ebt\u00eb rast do qart\u00ebsoj deridiku edhe paradoksin filozofik mbetur pezull nd\u00ebr shekuj. At\u00eb t\u00eb futjes s\u00eb nj\u00eb sfere t\u00eb madhe brenda nj\u00eb sfere t\u00eb vog\u00ebl.<\/p>\n
Mir\u00ebpo dilte nj\u00eb pyetje. P\u00ebrderisa problemet ishin zgjidhur, qet\u00ebsia kishte vendosur, kufiri ishte blinduar, Sigurimi vigj\u00eblonte, spiunat b\u00ebnin pun\u00ebn e vet, gazeta Drita dilte rregullisht, revista N\u00ebntori po ashtu, puna vullnetare vazhdonte, traktorat \u00e7anin arat, plani tejkalohej, pse futa kunja n\u00ebp\u00ebr letra ?<\/p>\n
Nuk i futa kunjat p\u00ebr t\u00eb realizuar q\u00ebllime t\u00eb d\u00ebshirueshme por t\u00eb pamundura si, ta zem\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb rr\u00ebzuar diktatur\u00ebn e proletariatit, penguar kongreset, apo sabotuar planet 5 vje\u00e7are.<\/p>\n
Me shpres\u00eb dhe besim se edhe bashk\u00ebvuajt\u00ebsit tan\u00eb do b\u00ebnin t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb, kunjat n\u00ebp\u00ebr letra i ngul\u00ebm q\u00eb un\u00eb dhe n\u00ebna ime n\u00eb burgun e madh, dhe v\u00ebllai n\u00eb burgun e vog\u00ebl, t\u00eb ndjeheshim gjall\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Sa koh\u00eb ato kunja n\u00eb ato letra p\u00ebrve\u00e7 ne t\u00eb treve, ndoshta edhe ndonj\u00eb t\u00eb kat\u00ebrti n\u00eb Spa\u00e7 q\u00eb kontrollonte letrat por nuk kuptonte metaforat, nuk do t\u2019i lexonte askush tjet\u00ebr, asgj\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb arrihej me ato kunja n\u00ebp\u00ebr ato letra.
\nNdonj\u00eb apo disa vigjilent\u00eb t\u00eb sot\u00ebm, fort t\u00eb ngjajsh\u00ebm me spiunat e djesh\u00ebm n\u00eb zbatimin me rigorozitet t\u00eb metodave sigurimiste p\u00ebr tua nxir\u00eb jet\u00ebn bashk\u00ebvuajt\u00ebsve, mund t\u00eb thon\u00eb se po mburrem.<\/p>\n
Po mor plehra po. \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb po mburrrem, e do mburrem derisa nga qindrat ose mijrat e v\u00ebllez\u00ebrve q\u00eb kan\u00eb pasur v\u00eblla n\u00eb burg, t\u00eb dali t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn 1 prej tyre t\u00eb provoj\u00eb se ka qen\u00eb aq i guximsh\u00ebm sa v\u00ebllait t\u00eb vet n\u00eb Spa\u00e7 t\u2019i ket\u00eb nisur letra me kunja si ajo me dy burgje me v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi t\u00eb nj\u00ebjta.<\/p>\n
Derisa ta marrim vesh cili ka q\u00ebn\u00eb ai trim, mos m\u00eb \u00e7ani kryt me mburravecll\u00ebqe komuniste p\u00ebr trim\u00ebrira t\u00eb paq\u00ebna.
\nN\u00eb gjurm\u00ebt e t\u00eb par\u00ebve t\u00eb mi rilindas atdhedash\u00ebs idealist\u00eb q\u00eb \u00e7\u2019b\u00ebn\u00eb veten p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb Shqip\u00ebrin\u00eb, Flamurin e trimit mendjemadh t\u00eb \u00e7artun nuk do ta l\u00ebshoj nga dora dhe nga pena.<\/p>\n
*Titulli i origjinalit\u201d Dy burgje\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Nga Edison Ypi Letrat q\u00eb i kam nisur v\u00ebllait n\u00eb Spa\u00e7. Nostalgjira t\u00eb trishta. Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u2019u afrohesh se s\u00ebmuresh. Kan\u00eb mbetur disa dhjetra. T\u00eb tjerat kan\u00eb humbur. Nuk i jam kthyer asnj\u00ebr\u00ebs prej atyre letrave p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb kam zhgrrapsur \u2018many tears ago\u2019. Aso kohe, n\u00ebna ime Hasia dhe un\u00eb, jetonim si […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2037,"featured_media":319423,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[241,364,5380,231,235],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-319983","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-aktualitet","8":"category-koment-opinion","9":"category-kryesore","10":"category-lajme","11":"category-vendi"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/319983","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2037"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=319983"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/319983\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/319423"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=319983"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=319983"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=319983"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}