Zjarr Televizion<\/p>\n
Un\u00eb q\u00eb\u00a0 po ju shkruaj jam nj\u00eb grua me dy f\u00ebmij\u00eb dhe me nj\u00eb burr\u00eb t\u00eb paralizuar nga Tirana. Jeta nuk m\u00eb ka buz\u00ebqeshur shum\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha drejtimet, por jam munduar me aq sa kam pas mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb jap m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00ebn p\u00ebr familjen time dhe f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mi. Un\u00eb e di q\u00eb nuk p\u00ebrballem vet\u00ebm un\u00eb m\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi ekonomike, por mij\u00ebra familje shqiptare hasen me k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb sot n\u00eb dit\u00ebt q\u00eb jetojm\u00eb. N\u00eb koh\u00ebn e komunizmit fisi im dhe familja ime \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrballur me fenomenin e p\u00ebrndjekjes politike. Ne ishim t\u00eb persekutuar nga xhaxhai jon\u00eb q\u00eb kishte tentuar t\u00eb arratisej jasht\u00eb kufijve t\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb. Shpresonim gjithmon\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb t\u00eb ardhme m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb familjes son\u00eb pas rr\u00ebzimit t\u00eb k\u00ebtij regjimi, por kapitalizmi \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb i eg\u00ebr sa q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebn\u00eb kanibal dhe t\u00eb pa m\u00ebshirsh\u00ebm. Jeta sot t\u00eb duket pak a shum\u00eb si \u201cxhung\u00ebl\u201d ku i forti mund t\u00eb dob\u00ebtin, ku peshku i madh ha t\u00eb voglin. N\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb m\u00ebsoja shum\u00eb dhe isha nj\u00eb nx\u00ebn\u00ebse shum\u00eb e mir\u00eb, por nuk m\u00eb dha njeri burs\u00eb studimi se isha me njoll\u00eb n\u00eb biografi dhe as q\u00eb b\u00ebhej fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb vazhduar. Sapo kisha dal nga bankat e shkoll\u00ebs, fillova pun\u00eb n\u00eb Kombinat n\u00eb turnin e tret\u00eb. Aty u njoha dhe m\u00eb bashk\u00ebshortin tim ku pas gjasht\u00eb muajsh u martuam. Ishte njeri i mir\u00eb dhe i mir\u00eb kuptuesh\u00ebm. Martesa jon\u00eb ishte normale dhe nj\u00eb martes\u00eb e sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb. N\u00eb jet\u00eb soll\u00ebm dy f\u00ebmij\u00eb t\u00eb sh\u00ebndetsh\u00ebm nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb djal\u00eb, ku nuk kishin shum\u00eb diferenc\u00eb me njeri- tjetrin. Ishim si\u00e7 do familje shqiptare q\u00eb nuk i mungonte asnj\u00eb gj\u00eb n\u00eb tryez\u00ebn e tyre. Pas 90-\u00ebs ku u hap\u00ebn rrug\u00ebt edhe ne kishim menduar p\u00ebr t\u00eb ikur jasht\u00eb shtetit s\u00eb bashku me f\u00ebmij\u00ebt, por kishte shum\u00eb dyndje t\u00eb madhe. K\u00ebshtu q\u00eb menduam q\u00eb t\u00eb ikte n\u00eb fillim bashk\u00ebshorti \u00a0m\u00eb pas t\u00eb ikja dhe un\u00eb me f\u00ebmij\u00ebt. Nuk shikonim asnj\u00eb shpres\u00eb n\u00eb vendin ton\u00eb. K\u00ebtu ishte b\u00ebr\u00eb si mos m\u00eb keq, drit\u00ebn jeshile e shikonim vet\u00ebm jasht\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb, m\u00eb vinte keq t\u00eb largohesha nga vendi im, por m\u00eb vinte keq p\u00ebr t\u00eb ardhmen e f\u00ebmij\u00ebve tan\u00eb, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb shkollim m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb. Por fati nuk donte q\u00eb ne t\u00eb rregulloheshim dhe t\u00eb ishim t\u00eb lumtur. Pas nj\u00eb viti q\u00eb kishte shkuar im shoq p\u00ebsoi nj\u00eb aksident t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb me makin\u00eb dhe shp\u00ebtoi p\u00ebr nj\u00eb fije, por fatkeq\u00ebsisht ai mbeti i paralizuar. Gjith\u00eb parat\u00eb q\u00eb kishte punuar andej i p\u00ebrdori p\u00ebr t\u2019u kuruar, sepse nuk mori d\u00ebmshp\u00ebrblim nga shteti italian sepse ishte pa dokumente. Pamund\u00ebsia p\u00ebr t\u00eb ecur e detyroi te ktheheji d\u00ebshp\u00ebruar n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi me nj\u00eb dhimbje shum\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, u dob\u00ebsua dhe ra n\u00eb depresion. Nuk e pranonte veten n\u00eb at\u00eb gjendje q\u00eb ishte, e kishte shum\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb. Tentoi disa her\u00eb t\u00eb vet\u00ebvritej. Thoshte \u201cm\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u2019i jap fund q\u00eb tani se sa t\u00eb vuash ti, me f\u00ebmij\u00ebt gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebn\u201d. P\u00ebr mua ajo periudh\u00eb ka qen\u00eb shum\u00eb e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb dhe nuk e di se si ia kam dal mban\u00eb. Jeta vazhdimisht m\u00eb ka dh\u00ebn\u00eb shuplaka, por un\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb jam lutur Zotit q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb jap forc\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb ecur p\u00ebrpara. F\u00ebmij\u00ebt u rrit\u00ebn shpejt\u00eb dhe m\u2019u b\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb dy t\u00eb mbar\u00eb.\u00a0 Fal\u00ebnderoja Zotin p\u00ebr k\u00ebta f\u00ebmij\u00eb t\u00eb mrekulluesh\u00ebmq\u00eb m\u00eb kishte dhuruar, i vetmi g\u00ebzim n\u00eb jet\u00ebn ton\u00eb ishin ata t\u00eb dy. I kisha si drit\u00eb e syve t\u00eb dy. M\u00ebsonin t\u00eb dy n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb dhe dol\u00ebn medalje ari, por m\u00eb vinte keq q\u00eb nuk mund t\u2019iu plot\u00ebsoja d\u00ebshir\u00ebn e tyre p\u00ebr t\u00eb studiuar jasht\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb. Nuk i kisha mund\u00ebsit\u00eb financiare dhe kjo gj\u00eb m\u00eb pikonte n\u00eb shpirt,sepse e meritonin kishin nj\u00eb jet\u00eb q\u00eb ishin dergjur mbi libra. Nuk doja q\u00eb edhe ata t\u00eb ishin fat keq si prind\u00ebrit e tyre q\u00eb nuk vazhduan dot shkoll\u00ebn e lart\u00eb. Vet\u00ebm un\u00eb punoja, por nj\u00eb rrog\u00eb nuk ishte e mjaftueshme p\u00ebr kat\u00ebr pjes\u00ebtar k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb u detyrua dhe djali t\u00eb futej n\u00eb pun\u00eb me vajz\u00ebn, p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrballuar detyrimet familjare. N\u00eb momentin q\u00eb filluan dhe ata pun\u00eb, na dol pronar\u00ebt e tok\u00ebs dhe na erdh\u00ebn p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsues nga zyra e p\u00ebrmbarimit dhe na njoftuan ku na lan\u00eb nj\u00eb afat p\u00ebr t\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb. Kjo gj\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb durohej, nuk mjaftonte gjat\u00eb koh\u00ebs s\u00eb komunizmit persekutim por edhe n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e demokracis\u00eb. Ne vazhdojn\u00eb t\u00eb na drejtojn\u00eb\u00a0 \u201ck\u00eblysh\u00eb komunist\u00ebsh\u201d ku nuk t\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb ngresh kok\u00ebn, aq gjakpir\u00ebs jan\u00eb. Shkova b\u00ebra k\u00ebrkes\u00eb m\u00eb shkrim,gjithandej por ishte pun\u00eb pa rezultat. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb ta mbyllin der\u00ebn n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb. Si mund t\u00eb nxjerr\u00ebsh nj\u00eb invalid\u00eb mes kat\u00ebr rrug\u00ebsh? Si mund t\u00eb mos jap\u00ebsh qoft\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb justifikim p\u00ebr k\u00ebta qytetar\u00eb q\u00eb kan\u00eb vite q\u00eb kan\u00eb jetuar n\u00eb ato sht\u00ebpi?Zonja nga Tirana<\/b><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Zjarr Televizion Un\u00eb q\u00eb\u00a0 po ju shkruaj jam nj\u00eb grua me dy f\u00ebmij\u00eb dhe me nj\u00eb burr\u00eb t\u00eb paralizuar nga Tirana. Jeta nuk m\u00eb ka buz\u00ebqeshur shum\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha drejtimet, por jam munduar me aq sa kam pas mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb jap m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00ebn p\u00ebr familjen time dhe f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mi. Un\u00eb e di […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2044,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[231,200,235],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-38714","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-lajme","7":"category-shkruaje-ne-akull","8":"category-vendi"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38714","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2044"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=38714"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38714\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=38714"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=38714"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=38714"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}