Si mij\u00ebra shqiptar\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, edhe regjisori Robert Budina emigroi jasht\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb viteve 90-t\u00eb.<\/p>\n
N\u00eb nj\u00eb intervist\u00eb p\u00ebr \u201cQuo Vadis\u201d t\u00eb moderatores Pranvera Borakaj, Budina tregoi arsyet q\u00eb e shtyn\u00eb t\u00eb ikte jasht\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Ai tha se edhe pse kishte kontribuar n\u00eb krijimin e PD, n\u00eb ndryshimin e sistemit n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri, filloi t\u00eb ndiej zhg\u00ebnjim, pasi ajo q\u00eb kishte \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar nuk ishte ashtu si\u00e7 po ndodhte.<\/p>\n
Budina tha se i zhg\u00ebnjyer nga politika dhe nga realiteti vendosi t\u00eb emigroj\u00eb n\u00eb Itali me \u00ebndrr\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb studiuar art.<\/p>\n
Pjes\u00eb nga bisdeda:<\/p>\n
Borakaj: Kur erdhi vendimi p\u00ebr t\u00eb emigruar p\u00ebr t\u00eb ikur jasht\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb?<\/p>\n
Bidina: Un\u00eb duke qen\u00eb nj\u00eb natyr\u00eb rebele kuptova se arti i asaj kohe nuk fliste si\u00e7 duhej, fshihte gj\u00ebra. Po e them k\u00ebt\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb kuptuar arsyen pse emigrova. Q\u00eb n\u00eb komuniz\u00ebm vura nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb Kadares\u00eb q\u00eb i binte regjimit, por me simbole. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb e p\u00eblqyen por me nj\u00eb frik\u00eb, gjithsesi ishte 89-ta po vinte fundi, nuk persekutohej njeri por ishte autocensura. U b\u00ebra shum\u00eb aktiv, u mora me organizme me formimin e PD, mblodh\u00ebm listat, zgjuam student\u00ebt. N\u00eb 90-\u00ebn dy her\u00eb, ra nj\u00ebher\u00eb vala, e ringjall\u00ebm s\u00ebrish. Ndpdhi ngjarja e Kavaj\u00ebs than\u00eb e organizoi OPD, isha shum\u00eb aktiv,. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb aktivitet pash\u00eb q\u00eb politikisht gj\u00ebrat nuk jan\u00eb nj\u00eblloj si d\u00ebshira p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndryshuar, rrug\u00ebs ndryshoj\u00ebn shum\u00eb gjerat n\u00eb politik\u00eb dhe fillojn\u00eb dhe ato gj\u00ebrat q\u00eb ti si kishe menduar dhe q\u00eb un\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb jetoja, pata nj\u00eb depresion t\u00eb brendsh\u00ebm. Ajo q\u00eb un\u00eb kisha krijuar n\u00eb mendje q\u00eb ne do t\u00eb luftojm\u00eb p\u00ebr demokracin\u00eb n\u00eb fakt ishte dhe her\u00ebt, dhe emigrova me n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr t\u00eb madhe q\u00eb do t\u00eb iki n\u00eb Itali dhe do t\u00eb studioja p\u00ebr kinema ose regji teatri. Duhet t\u00eb kemi parasysh q\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb nuk ishin mjetet q\u00eb jan\u00eb sot duhet t\u2019i b\u00ebje fizikisht, dhe k\u00ebshtu vendosa t\u00eb emiroj. Q\u00eb n\u00eb zgjedhjet e para q\u00eb humbi PD vendosa t\u00eb iki, dhe po prisja rastin p\u00ebr t\u00eb ikur bashk\u00eb me disa shok\u00eb. N\u00eb mars nuk ka se nuk erdh\u00ebn ata. N\u00eb 90-t\u00ebn n\u00eb gusht u dha rasti q\u00eb anija Vlora po ikte, dhe ika. Madje nga Ilira kam b\u00ebr\u00eb vrap n\u00eb portin e Durr\u00ebsit, hipa n\u00eb nj\u00eb litar atje q\u00eb ishte i lidhur me vin\u00e7in. Isha i fundit q\u00eb kisha hipur, mua m\u00eb rr\u00ebshkasin duart dhe bie mbi njer\u00ebzit, nj\u00eb grua ra n\u00eb det, nj\u00eb plak theu krahun, un\u00eb prap\u00eb u nisa. Nj\u00eb miku im m\u00eb pa dhe kujtoi se un\u00eb ika. Un\u00eb hipa s\u00ebrish nga i nj\u00ebjti litar, por k\u00ebt\u00eb her\u00eb jo si atlet, por i frik\u00ebsuar.<\/p>\n
Borakaj: E konsideron veten me fat apo t\u00eb vendosur?<\/p>\n
Budina: Shum\u00eb me fat, pasi \u00e7do eksperienc\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00ebn t\u00ebnde ka nj\u00eb ndikim t\u00eb madh n\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb ti do t\u00eb jesh nes\u00ebr. E quaj me fat pasi un\u00eb u mora me art, n\u00ebse do t\u00eb kisha zgjedhur me politik\u00eb duhet t\u00eb zgjidhja nivele t\u00eb tjera komunikimi dhe shoq\u00ebrie. Nga nj\u00eb student i p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelur i partis\u00eb pasi n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb nuk ishte e thjesht\u00eb, t\u00eb shkosh n\u00eb emigrant kupton dimensionin e v\u00ebrett\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00ebs q\u00eb nuk ishte ajo, ajo ishte komplet nj\u00eb g\u00ebnjesht\u00ebr, jeta e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb komplet ndryshe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Si mij\u00ebra shqiptar\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, edhe regjisori Robert Budina emigroi jasht\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb viteve 90-t\u00eb. N\u00eb nj\u00eb intervist\u00eb p\u00ebr \u201cQuo Vadis\u201d t\u00eb moderatores Pranvera Borakaj, Budina tregoi arsyet q\u00eb e shtyn\u00eb t\u00eb ikte jasht\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb. Ai tha se edhe pse kishte kontribuar n\u00eb krijimin e PD, n\u00eb ndryshimin e sistemit n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri, filloi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2037,"featured_media":408312,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[241,364,5380,231,235],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-408311","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-aktualitet","8":"category-koment-opinion","9":"category-kryesore","10":"category-lajme","11":"category-vendi"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/408311","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2037"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=408311"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/408311\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":408314,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/408311\/revisions\/408314"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/408312"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=408311"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=408311"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zjarr.tv\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=408311"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}